16.07.21 Apotheosis

Another thing I've Another thing I've learned collectively over the past year learned collectively over the past year learned collectively over the past year or or or so, but I've really only realized it in so, but I've really only realized it in so, but I've really only realized it in the past month or so. is that I need to get back to being is that I need to get back to being myself. I keep saying that these days just keep rolling on. I that these days just keep rolling on. I don't know how to stop don't know how to stop don't know how to stop it. It's very it. It's very it. It's very strange. It's just like it's a [ __ ] control. No one else realizes it because control. No one else realizes it because they're part of the system.

this this time. [ __ ] time. They go on about time. [ __ ] time. They go on about time. [ __ ] time. They go on about gravity. Photos go on about gravity. Photos go on about gravity. Photos go on about gravity, but I'm I would be much more gravity, but I'm I would be much more gravity, but I'm I would be much more interested in time. what we are what we are doing. The universe is run as a series doing. The universe is run as a series doing. The universe is run as a series of still of still of still images but we are conscious of them images but we are conscious of them images but we are conscious of them changing from one frame to the changing from one frame to the changing from one frame to the next. There is a next. There is a next. There is a resolution of the universe. There is a resolution of the universe. There is a resolution of the universe. There is a resolution to reality to where if you zoom in close reality to where if you zoom in close enough, you will actually find the edges enough, you will actually find the edges enough, you will actually find the edges of reality, the edges of creation. Just of reality, the edges of creation. Just of reality, the edges of creation. Just like pixels on a screen, there is a like pixels on a screen, there is a like pixels on a screen, there is a pixel resolution to the pixel resolution to the pixel resolution to the universe. They zoom in on the [ __ ] universe. They zoom in on the [ __ ] universe. They zoom in on the [ __ ] particles and try to smash the particles and try to smash the particles and try to smash the particles. that's not actually doing particles. that's not actually doing particles. that's not actually doing anything because the universe is not anything because the universe is not anything because the universe is not made of anything. It's not made of the made of anything. It's not made of the made of anything. It's not made of the damn damn damn particles. It's a projection of light particles. It's a projection of light particles. It's a projection of light and the particles are just the that's and the particles are just the that's and the particles are just the that's the resolution the resolution the resolution uh size. You're just looking you're uh size. You're just looking you're uh size. You're just looking you're zooming in on the damn pixels.

What I find much more interesting is the What I find much more interesting is the process of time much more than space. process of time much more than space. process of time much more than space. Space is just a measure of that which Space is just a measure of that which Space is just a measure of that which can be seen. But time is a measure of can be seen. But time is a measure of can be seen. But time is a measure of the rate of the rate of the rate of change which there again there is a change which there again there is a change which there again there is a minimal amount of time. The smallest minimal amount of time. The smallest minimal amount of time. The smallest space of time between two points. There space of time between two points. There space of time between two points. There is a is a is a minimum of time just like there's a minimum of time just like there's a minimum of time just like there's a minimum of space where you break down minimum of space where you break down minimum of space where you break down the elements to the to the smallest the elements to the to the smallest the elements to the to the smallest particle and then you cannot break down particle and then you cannot break down particle and then you cannot break down the particles the particles the particles anymore no more than you can zoom in anymore no more than you can zoom in anymore no more than you can zoom in past the past the past the pixel. What is a pixel made of? Well, pixel. What is a pixel made of? Well, pixel. What is a pixel made of? Well, you you can't break a pixel apart. What is time made of? Time has a apart. What is time made of? Time has a unit as well and it's the unit of the unit as well and it's the unit of the unit as well and it's the unit of the interval between each frame. But we are aware of the rate of frame. But we are aware of the rate of change. We are aware of the passage of change. We are aware of the passage of change. We are aware of the passage of time from one frame to the next. Which time from one frame to the next. Which time from one frame to the next. Which means that we are actually existing. We means that we are actually existing. We means that we are actually existing. We are actually conscious on a level that are actually conscious on a level that are actually conscious on a level that supersedes the reality. It supersedes supersedes the reality. It supersedes supersedes the reality. It supersedes the universe. Our consciousness is the universe. Our consciousness is the universe. Our consciousness is actually set from outside the cosmos.

actually set from outside the cosmos. actually set from outside the cosmos. The construct of the The construct of the The construct of the cosmos. And this is important. This is cosmos. And this is important. This is cosmos. And this is important. This is saying something because it means our saying something because it means our saying something because it means our consciousness is actually greater than consciousness is actually greater than consciousness is actually greater than time and time and time and space because our awareness allows us to space because our awareness allows us to space because our awareness allows us to perceive it. That's like us sitting perceive it. That's like us sitting perceive it. That's like us sitting here. We're on the screen. We're a here. We're on the screen. We're a here. We're on the screen. We're a picture on the screen being broadcast as picture on the screen being broadcast as picture on the screen being broadcast as an image, as a movie. Yet we are aware an image, as a movie. Yet we are aware an image, as a movie. Yet we are aware of ourselves. Some of us anyway are of ourselves. Some of us anyway are of ourselves. Some of us anyway are aware of ourselves being projected as an aware of ourselves being projected as an aware of ourselves being projected as an image in a screen. When you become aware image in a screen. When you become aware image in a screen. When you become aware that you are an image, when you become that you are an image, when you become that you are an image, when you become aware that it's all predestined, you aware that it's all predestined, you aware that it's all predestined, you become aware that you're part of a construct. Then you step construct. Then you step through the monitor. You step through through the monitor. You step through through the monitor. You step through the the the screen. And that's your first step to screen. And that's your first step to screen. And that's your first step to becoming alive. It's your first step to becoming alive. It's your first step to becoming alive. It's your first step to becoming real, becoming actual. And if Antonio hates the idea of actual. And if Antonio hates the idea of predestination and hates the idea of the predestination and hates the idea of the predestination and hates the idea of the simulation theory, that's your first simulation theory, that's your first simulation theory, that's your first step to becoming as God step to becoming as God step to becoming as God is to realize it's all an illusion. Another way that's another illusion. Another way that's another reason he's going in the exact opposite reason he's going in the exact opposite reason he's going in the exact opposite direction of how he should be of how we direction of how he should be of how we direction of how he should be of how we should be going.

right. And it feels like we are being right. And it feels like we are being sped up. And maybe perhaps because of up. And maybe perhaps because of my particular connection to my particular connection to my particular connection to God, maybe I'm more aware of it than the God, maybe I'm more aware of it than the God, maybe I'm more aware of it than the average person is. But to me, it seems average person is. But to me, it seems average person is. But to me, it seems like like like time is just [ __ ] breaking the speed time is just [ __ ] breaking the speed time is just [ __ ] breaking the speed limit at this point. 100 miles an hour by point. 100 miles an hour by comparison. The speed limit is [ __ ] 50. It's almost scary to me how fast 50. It's almost scary to me how fast it's it's it's moving. Time. When I was a child, time moving. Time. When I was a child, time moving. Time. When I was a child, time used to float in the used to float in the used to float in the [Music] [Music] [Music] air like like it would just hang air like like it would just hang air like like it would just hang there. Of course, and I I have said that there. Of course, and I I have said that there. Of course, and I I have said that time I have seen time slow and time time I have seen time slow and time time I have seen time slow and time stop. And it's been suggested to me that stop. And it's been suggested to me that stop. And it's been suggested to me that it has to do with all of our um chemical it has to do with all of our um chemical it has to do with all of our um chemical balances and things like that.

It's kind of like those Tibetan monks It's kind of like those Tibetan monks that can raise their body temperature by that can raise their body temperature by that can raise their body temperature by concentrating and they'll go out in the concentrating and they'll go out in the concentrating and they'll go out in the damn snow. And damn snow. And damn snow. And um that that's very um that that's very um that that's very interesting. Mind over I am of the belief that we are intended I am of the belief that we are intended to to to become as God become as God become as God is. But I'm also of the opinion that we is. But I'm also of the opinion that we is. But I'm also of the opinion that we were already doing that to begin with. were already doing that to begin with. were already doing that to begin with. We were much closer to that state in the We were much closer to that state in the We were much closer to that state in the beginning. beginning. beginning. The lie of the nikash is that if we The lie of the nikash is that if we The lie of the nikash is that if we listen to listen to listen to them, then they will show us how it is them, then they will show us how it is them, then they will show us how it is done. And all they ever do is it is done. And all they ever do is it is done. And all they ever do is it is further away from the process we were further away from the process we were further away from the process we were already already already on of becoming as God is. But you cannot on of becoming as God is. But you cannot on of becoming as God is. But you cannot become as God is by severing yourself become as God is by severing yourself become as God is by severing yourself from that God. And by calling ourselves from that God. And by calling ourselves from that God. And by calling ourselves gods already, we are doing gods already, we are doing gods already, we are doing just like a [ __ ] child saying that just like a [ __ ] child saying that just like a [ __ ] child saying that they are equivalent to someone that's they are equivalent to someone that's they are equivalent to someone that's been through been through been through college. Not all the kids think they college. Not all the kids think they college. Not all the kids think they know everything anyway, right? Well, know everything anyway, right? Well, know everything anyway, right? Well, that's what we

that's what we that's what we are. Well, that's what Lucifer did. are. Well, that's what Lucifer did. are. Well, that's what Lucifer did. That's the whole point trying to tell That's the whole point trying to tell That's the whole point trying to tell you. You can be a god now. You can shape you. You can be a god now. You can shape you. You can be a god now. You can shape reality now. You can make your own reality now. You can make your own reality now. You can make your own destiny now. You can make your own world destiny now. You can make your own world destiny now. You can make your own world now. without going through the process now. without going through the process now. without going through the process of learning how or gaining of learning how or gaining of learning how or gaining responsibility for responsibility for responsibility for it. Everybody wants it now. And that's it. Everybody wants it now. And that's it. Everybody wants it now. And that's what cut us off from God in the first what cut us off from God in the first what cut us off from God in the first place. And we still follow that lie even place. And we still follow that lie even place. And we still follow that lie even though now we are so much further away though now we are so much further away though now we are so much further away from God than we were. We've lost all of from God than we were. We've lost all of from God than we were. We've lost all of our abilities. We've lost our our abilities. We've lost our our abilities. We've lost our uh telekinesis. We we've lost uh telekinesis. We we've lost uh telekinesis. We we've lost telepathy. We can't make the pyramids telepathy. We can't make the pyramids telepathy. We can't make the pyramids anymore or anything like that. any of anymore or anything like that. any of anymore or anything like that. any of the ancient structures. We can't even the ancient structures. We can't even the ancient structures. We can't even make any of that [ __ ] anymore because we make any of that [ __ ] anymore because we make any of that [ __ ] anymore because we are further from God. We're further from are further from God. We're further from are further from God. We're further from what we used to be, from what we're what we used to be, from what we're what we used to be, from what we're supposed to be. And that's what the supposed to be. And that's what the supposed to be. And that's what the history of humanity shows us is the history of humanity shows us is the history of humanity shows us is the continual degradation of mankind, which continual degradation of mankind, which continual degradation of mankind, which is equivalent to our separation from is equivalent to our separation from is equivalent to our separation from God, as a race, as a species.

[Music] [Music] And it's only going to get worse no And it's only going to get worse no And it's only going to get worse no matter what we believe because we are matter what we believe because we are matter what we believe because we are fundamentally separated to begin with. fundamentally separated to begin with. fundamentally separated to begin with. Which is why we need rectification. And the only one that the rectification. And the only one that the the only the only the only religion that promotes rectification religion that promotes rectification religion that promotes rectification through an outside through an outside through an outside [Music] [Music] [Music] source by way of source by way of source by way of predestination is Christianity. That's predestination is Christianity. That's predestination is Christianity. That's the only viable solution there is is the only viable solution there is is the only viable solution there is is Christ. Christ. Christ. atoning for us individually. But to go against that is individually. But to go against that is to go against to go against to go against God. It's as simple as that. And that's God. It's as simple as that. And that's God. It's as simple as that. And that's why everybody hates it because they want why everybody hates it because they want why everybody hates it because they want to be their own God. They want to save to be their own God. They want to save to be their own God. They want to save themselves, themselves, themselves, etc., etc. They refuse to believe that there's etc. They refuse to believe that there's no other way out. But what if there isn't any other way But what if there isn't any other way out? Are you telling me that you're out? Are you telling me that you're out? Are you telling me that you're going to sit there and be so arrogant as going to sit there and be so arrogant as going to sit there and be so arrogant as to not make allowance for all to not make allowance for all to not make allowance for all possibilities to be possibilities to be possibilities to be correct? But in my worldview, I try correct? But in my worldview, I try correct? But in my worldview, I try to make allowance for everything to make allowance for everything to make allowance for everything possible to be true.

possible to be true. possible to be true. And you cannot cut that possibility out And you cannot cut that possibility out And you cannot cut that possibility out just because you don't want it to just because you don't want it to just because you don't want it to be. So you have to uh make all the be. So you have to uh make all the be. So you have to uh make all the proper preparations you might proper preparations you might proper preparations you might say for whatever the case may be when say for whatever the case may be when say for whatever the case may be when you wake up on the other uh not the sharpest knife in the uh not the sharpest knife in the drawer. People have to make their worldview big People have to make their worldview big enough for God to fit in. If they can't enough for God to fit in. If they can't enough for God to fit in. If they can't do that, then what can they do? They cut do that, then what can they do? They cut do that, then what can they do? They cut him out just because they don't want to him out just because they don't want to him out just because they don't want to have to deal with the idea that he has have to deal with the idea that he has have to deal with the idea that he has to be there. and they need him to be to be there. and they need him to be to be there. and they need him to be there like a there like a there like a child always saying the parent is child always saying the parent is child always saying the parent is [Music] [Music] [Music] wrong. As the fool says in his heart, wrong. As the fool says in his heart, wrong. As the fool says in his heart, there is no there is no there is no God. But everyone that wants to believe God. But everyone that wants to believe God. But everyone that wants to believe in some kind of a god by default has to in some kind of a god by default has to in some kind of a god by default has to force him to fit whatever they can force him to fit whatever they can force him to fit whatever they can conceive him to be and then just brush it aside and say be and then just brush it aside and say it is what it is. Who cares?

It's just crazy to me how people can say It's just crazy to me how people can say that we are our own god. We all have a that we are our own god. We all have a that we are our own god. We all have a part of God in us. That is so part of God in us. That is so part of God in us. That is so ridiculous. Yes, we all have a part of ridiculous. Yes, we all have a part of ridiculous. Yes, we all have a part of godliness. Everything is meant to be the godliness. Everything is meant to be the godliness. Everything is meant to be the way that it is. Everything is peace and way that it is. Everything is peace and way that it is. Everything is peace and love and harmony. That's why the world love and harmony. That's why the world love and harmony. That's why the world is so vicious and everybody's dying. All is so vicious and everybody's dying. All is so vicious and everybody's dying. All the wars and famine and pestilence, all the wars and famine and pestilence, all the wars and famine and pestilence, all the animals tearing each other apart to the animals tearing each other apart to the animals tearing each other apart to survive because all is well with the survive because all is well with the survive because all is well with the universe. No, something is wrong and it's outside No, something is wrong and it's outside of our control to fix it. So that means of our control to fix it. So that means of our control to fix it. So that means someone else has to fix it. But it's someone else has to fix it. But it's someone else has to fix it. But it's going to be fixed. If it's going to be going to be fixed. If it's going to be going to be fixed. If it's going to be rectified, then God has to be the one to rectified, then God has to be the one to rectified, then God has to be the one to rectify rectify rectify it. That means there there has to be an it. That means there there has to be an it. That means there there has to be an overarching source, an overarching power overarching source, an overarching power overarching source, an overarching power that is capable of doing that is capable of doing that is capable of doing uh such a uh such a uh such a thing. We can sit here and deconstruct thing. We can sit here and deconstruct thing. We can sit here and deconstruct reality but the very act the very reality but the very act the very reality but the very act the very process of the degradation of society of process of the degradation of society of process of the degradation of society of humanity of the world humanity of the world humanity of the world environment is the result of our process environment is the result of our process environment is the result of our process of trying to make it better by the of trying to make it better by the of trying to make it better by the application of our will and us trying to application of our will and us trying to application of our will and us trying to become our own god and so on and so become our own god and so on and so become our own god and so on and so forth. We bow down to the nash and akash forth. We bow down to the nash and akash forth. We bow down to the nash and akash sets up the kingdoms. We bow down to the sets up the kingdoms. We bow down to the sets up the kingdoms. We bow down to the king. We take on his money. We take on king. We take on his money. We take on king. We take on his money. We take on his slavery. We work for the system. All his slavery. We work for the system. All his slavery. We work for the system. All because it tried to become our own gods because it tried to become our own gods because it tried to become our own gods in the first place. That initiated the

in the first place. That initiated the in the first place. That initiated the global system. That initiated the new global system. That initiated the new global system. That initiated the new world order. That initiated global world order. That initiated global world order. That initiated global Babylon, mystery Babylon, the Masons, Babylon, mystery Babylon, the Masons, Babylon, mystery Babylon, the Masons, etc., etc. All because humanity started etc., etc. All because humanity started etc., etc. All because humanity started off chasing the dream of becoming their off chasing the dream of becoming their off chasing the dream of becoming their own god and making their own destiny. own god and making their own destiny. own god and making their own destiny. Well, that became nowadays the modern Well, that became nowadays the modern Well, that became nowadays the modern American dream where you go and slave American dream where you go and slave American dream where you go and slave away your life for the system to produce away your life for the system to produce away your life for the system to produce a little a little a little uh money in the bank to create your life uh money in the bank to create your life uh money in the bank to create your life with that they teach you you have to with that they teach you you have to with that they teach you you have to have in the first place based on culture have in the first place based on culture have in the first place based on culture that dictates to you what you have to do that dictates to you what you have to do that dictates to you what you have to do to to become what you have to to to become what you have to to to become what you have to be. You do what they tell you to give be. You do what they tell you to give be. You do what they tell you to give what they say so you can be what they what they say so you can be what they what they say so you can be what they say you have to be. And it all goes back say you have to be. And it all goes back say you have to be. And it all goes back to the source, the original problem, the to the source, the original problem, the to the source, the original problem, the fall of man, the fall of the earth, fall of man, the fall of the earth, fall of man, the fall of the earth, which goes back to us wanting to which goes back to us wanting to which goes back to us wanting to uh cut to the chase and be our own gods uh cut to the chase and be our own gods uh cut to the chase and be our own gods now. And the result of us being our own now. And the result of us being our own now. And the result of us being our own gods now is that we have [ __ ] it all gods now is that we have [ __ ] it all gods now is that we have [ __ ] it all up. The reason the world is the way it up. The reason the world is the way it up. The reason the world is the way it is now is because that's what we have is now is because that's what we have is now is because that's what we have done. Wanted to be our own god. And all done. Wanted to be our own god. And all done. Wanted to be our own god. And all we did was jump in the car and crash it we did was jump in the car and crash it we did was jump in the car and crash it because we don't yet know how to One day they

One day they will. Everyone will will. Everyone will will. Everyone will eventually. It is inevitable. But for now, we see through a glass But for now, we see through a glass darkly.